Quote of the day
I should write it down before I forget the feeling
>Seiji

Letter

Dear whom I don't know the name

Thank you very much for telling me your life story and your advice.
When I saw tears in your eyes, dont know why, I was crying a bit as well.
I probably didn't understand all of things you said, but I could feel it.
When you said you are tired of thinking and now stopped thinking trying to be stronger, I couldnt say anything although I tried to. It was something Ive never thought of, but it's been here and will be...

And please forgive me asking you such a question. I hope you were not insulted.
But you kindly answered the question. I could see tears in your eyes again.
You said "sometimes yes, sometimes no, but Im probably trying to protect myself more than that" You showed a lot of expressions on your face. I could tell that you have experienced more than I can imagine.

I am very glad that I chose to walk to Midtown after work and sitting the bench in Union Square randomly. It was very nice to see you.

We probably won't recognize each other when we walk pass by next time.
But I really wish your happiness.
And I don't know how my life will be but I will do my best in my life as you do in your life.

Best,

Seiji Nakano

Quote of hte day
Woaa Im drunk
>Seiji

Just been to Begum's and had nice chat about things
and I got home at 4am.. I have to wake up at 10.
Well its okay
Im drunk
Grr

Crap for Cdodo

Quote of the day
Am I the only one around here paid more than £5 to download Radioheads' new album?
>Seiji

Good, Im blogging again.

Realizing and understanding the deep inside
Since I started working in the real world, I finally started understanding how the world works now. In fact, it was very disappointing to find out that there are a lot of issues in the countries more than I knew. And I am probably one of late ones to realize this. What happening to this world is getting bigger and bigger silently. and there is less realization of crisis.
And there are people who think the life I have is heaven even if I call it hell.
We all have different perceptions, and to some people, these differences look unfair.
And I dont think it will be fair ever. But mistake is that we tend to judge the others' life. and forcing the other to learn our sense of value. Sympathizing could be looking down upon them at the same time.
After all, the life might be just about self-satisfaction still. and we could be too busy thinking about ourselves.
But I realize there are more power to accomplish our missions when we do it for someone else. and I think thats what few people whoever we call as artists, philosophers and leaders have been trying to tell us since the beginning of all.

If I were to die tomorrow, I want to wish everyones' happiness as much as I can.
Then I won't regret my life...

Now time to say C for Crap

Quote of the day
He is really cool, he's got iPhone.
>Seiji

A lot happened since the last post.
but I feel that Im getting back something I lost ages ago.
Its great.

New York!!
Well, I am now in New York now (I said now twice.)
Its a great city and somehow, I feel very comfortable to be in this town.
Something relaxes me alot. probably coz its quite similar to Tokyo...? I dont know.

so here is a list of what I found out here so far (as usual)

• transportation is great (subway 24/7)
• Food is great
• no much sign of Harry Potter
• a lot of ads of TV programs which I never gonna watch
• steams coming up from the manhole... (I was a bit worried, reminds me Batman Begins if you know what I mean)
• 80% less rain than Liverpool.
• no much pubs...
• nice museums art galleries
• fake experience of visiting Statue of Liberty and Times Square
  
• Starbucks on each block.
• Cheesecake is great
• and Mexican is Great
• Little Italy reminds me so much of Godfather
• Difficulty to find a right shop to buy things
• Bank of America looks good
• Sadness that I dont have much
• Great Apple Store always packed
• found very hard to call crisps chips.
• I still dont understand tip culture. Ive run away three times without paying tip. Well, service was Crap anyway

Overall, its a great city except checking your wallet.

C for Crap

Im really rubbish at blogging.

Well, I have been traveling around europe past few weeks.
Went to Stonehenge finally.

It was more than I expected!!

woa, this blog is becoming like a my normal diary...

C for Crap

Dream

in my dream yesterday, a left note on the table said


'Im going away for a bit. Please look for me, otherwise I might feel lonely.'


I cried.



In my dream yesterday, I was told that I was a heir of Mushubalagandar family


I really didnt care.



In my dream yesterday, i was punched on my left cheek


my left zygomatic arch got broken.


I wouldnt dare to do boxing ever again.

Quote of the day
nice and sunny day. well, I know its gonna rain soon.
-Seiji

Disnxyland in China
Here China has now another theme park....

Lets have a look....






... looks familiar







I can tell... that someone is inside.



!??????





Could it be Mr. Pinoc.......

!?????




Seven dwarfs!! (with dead looking).....



...




Alas poor boy.
He doesnt know the reality (such as copyright)

Well, I still wanna go this theme park tho.








C for Crap

Quote of the day
I dont know Kung Fu
-Seiji

two more essay then I go back to japan for summer.

CO2

Polar ocean 'soaking up less CO2' reports BBC.

Well, I think this CO2 issue has to to be notified differently to the public.
Although, this issue can affect our future, not many people are not taking it seriously (they think its in another world)

So I made a list to attract? people (as usual)

1. change O2 phone to CO2 phone and design it horribly
2. O2/CO2 meter everywhere in town
3. New Law: 13.2 CO2 has to be mentioned at least twice a day, otherwise punishment
4. John Lennon should sing about this.
5. No car, No CO2
6. No O2, No life
7. make O2, not war commercial
   
8. put some colour on CO2 then you can tell which one is CO2 everyday

I hope this would work well.


C for Crap

Quote of the Day
60kg-67kg
-Seiji

Im getting really fat. I need to do something with it.

Its been quite long time since I updated this blog last time.

C for Crap

Quote of the day
I lost my memory. I dont remember whether my work due is this friday or never.
-Seiji

Hemioiaorhea
Its getting warm here. When season is changing, I need to be careful not to get fever.
and now I am ill.

I was trying to avoid it. and tried hard. It didnt work properly.
Moreover my Hemioiaorhea was getting worse.
so I couldnt sleep at all last night.

I decided to take a bath and read some book.
I can relax.

now its okay. I cant feel hemioiaorhea. its good

so I try to fall asleep.
asleep now.
Good

Well, next day, I wake up. and eat bagel.
then go back to bed.

C for Crap