My English skills

I have been working on my Uni application form. I found it Really hard especialy personal statement. My mum has been helping me up. She said that my grammer is quite bad. Yeah.. I know... I have been a slacker for 2 years. I havent done many essay writings. I think, Other Asian students even my friends in Japan are better than me. I SUCK. I think I need to study. But you know I can SPEAK in English better than oth.... ah maybe not. I dont know many cleaver words, like ambidextrous or bibliography. I dont even know what love means. Dont ask me. I SUCK. Anyways Today I found out really interesting fact. "They are not called feet fingers. they are called Toes"
C! I cant believe Ive been saying "feet fingers" for 2 years. See my english(engrish) skill? I have to "bring it on baby"... quote from "Purupuruhitu" tyler said it to Ramari.